Confessions

I shouldn't feel like a just had a one night stand with the one I love...but I do. I know what I did was wrong. But in love your supposed to care and protect each other but that's not how I feel tonight. So tonight I smoke until the pain is numb. 

Left out.

Do you ever think someone doesn't care? I do. When someone who is supposed to be your best friend hasn't talked to you in a couple of weeks. Scratch that...couple of months. But here you are at work and all the sudden she calls your matron of honor and doesn't even care to ask or say anything about or to you. You have to question yourself do they really care? That's my rant for today. Done. 

3rds suck!

So I have to work a 3rd shift tonight annndd I'm not to happy about it. I don't work third shift I work second shift. But my supervisor seems to think I'm not only supermom but I'm also indestructible and can work day after day and hour after hour. I think the only things saving me are the fact that she can't work me more then a 16 hour period without a 4 hour break before the next shift. So I'm trying to go to sleep so I'll be rested for this shift. But instead I can't so I'm talking to you guys. But I'm pushing myself to lose some weight in the morning so after this 8 hour shift I'm going to the gym to walk a few miles! Woo! I'll see yall later because this girl has to catch up on her beauty sleep!

Xoxo
The Lovely Wife

Bridelife

First off I'm a bride. I think that's safe to say. I wanted to create a place where I could tell you guys everything and not be judged. So I guess you guess can't know who I am. Sorry about that. The ups and downs of my relationship or parts of my wedding planning! Somewhere where I can vent and you guys can relate. Woo to get that off my chest makes me feel ALIVE! Just kidding but it does make me feel a little better. Every night as I wind down from a long day I will sit here and write to you guys. No matter what it may be I'm gonna be so glad to have you guys.

Hugs and love from my house to yours
Xoxo
The Lovely Wife